Well, I am still pregnant!
However, I am so freaked out that something will go wrong. I know so many women who've been where I am and don't end with a healthy baby.
I went in for more blood work this morning. BETA level was 133. Doctor said it was good. Is it good? I would have loved a 200 or something.
Why can't I be over the moon happy? Why I am constantly checking to see if there is blood?
Ugh, infertility really messes with you!
I go back Monday for blood work again.
Hoping I can stay sane until then!
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Hesitantly Happy
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4 comments:
It is good! Yes, you want to see it go up exponentially but that is a great starting number. Best thoughts your way!
Infertility does mess with you, and makes it difficult to be comfortable in early pregnancy.
I bought pregnancy tests and took them regularly the first few weeks after beta. Not always a gaurantee, but reassuring for me that I was producing Hcg.
Hope things continue to go well for you.
Here from LFCA. Congratulations! Wishing you continually doubling betas and peace of mind :)
Oh wow! I am just trying to catch up a bit and what wonderful news to have to catch up on! Congratulations!
Bea
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