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Sunday, September 09, 2007

Pregnant for a Day

For one day we knew what it was like to feel like we finally made it.

After 3 years we were able to embrace each other and celebrate.

I am bleeding as if AF is here. In my mind it's over.

I am not in any pain (physically). But in my heart, I know it's over.

Harry and I are blessed to know we had a baby for a day. We know IUI works for us and we can and will try again. I am so glad I POAS and new I was pregnant. If I hadn't taken the test I would have just thought AF arrived early. Now we know. It makes the loss harder and greater but it gives us hope and trust that one day we will get pregnant and take home a baby.

Thank you so much for your support and encouragement. All our shared pain unites us and you are all sisters to me. Thank you.

15 comments:

Delenn said...

I am so very sorry.

amanda said...

I'm so, so sorry. Thinking of you so much.

Becks said...

I just caught up with your news. I am sorry Jenny. I know how you feel, I am in the same place. Lets hold each others hands till we feel stronger.

Thalia said...

I'm so sorry sweetie. really really disappointed for you.

Becks said...

Thanks for your comment buddy. If you need someone to be miserable with, just email me....onemiracleneeded@hotmail.co.uk

Changing Expectations said...

I am so sorry. I am thinking of you.

The Town Criers said...

Sweetheart, I am so sorry.

Bea said...

I read this this morning on my way out and I either wrote a comment or I wrote it in my head and never posted it, so if this is a double, forgive my drivel but I had to make sure I'd said how sorry I am that it's turned out this way.

Bea

candy said...

oh jenny, i'm so sorry. i've just been catching up with your blog and i absolutely hate reading this. thinking of you.

(i used to be at myunbornjournal, but am now at www.candysland.wordpress.com.)

Mary Ellen said...

I am so sorry Jenny. How disappointing.

Reproductive Jeans said...

Just not fair....but you have such a beautiful and positive attitude-hold onto that!

Kristen said...

I am so very sorry Jenny. :( My heart breaks for you.

XOXO

Carlynn said...

I am so sorry, so so sorry, what a horrible thing to happen after getting a positive. It is just unfair.

Nina said...

I am so sorry too, but also amazed by your positive look-out on things. The iui seemed to have worked, which is wonderful. Given the fact that iuis are much less invasive, you might want to try one or some more of those instead of rushing to the next IVF cycle? I am confident that whatever you choose to do will be the right choice. Again, I am so sorry it didn't work out this time, it sucks, but maybe next month?

j said...

Hi....I came over from the stirrup Queens link...and well, you and I had the "same" kind of week. I'm so sorry for you and your partner...I know how painful it has been for us right now, after shedding tears of joy such a short while ago.