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Monday, June 12, 2006

BETA Day

I haven't slept since Thursday night.

I can't.

Friday night was Christmas. I was so excited for Saturday morning because I was sure when I POAS I would see a positive.

Well I didn't.

So now I can't sleep because I keep thinking of my three embryos....

So many of you have been so hopeful and encouraging... thank you...

I know the HPT is correct.

Went in for the b/w this morning. Broke down with the RE RN. She was very comforting. She didn't have much hope that HPT was wrong.

So now I am waiting . . .

2 more hours . . .

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UPDATE:
Not Pregnant

30 comments:

serenity said...

Oh Jenny... I will hold out hope for you that the HPT was wrong... this has to be an abominally long wait.

Hugs and keeping the flickering flame of hope alive for you.

Just another Jenny said...

I wish I could be there to hold your hand.

serenity said...

Along Jenny's lines; I wish I could be there to hug you right now. My heart is breaking for you right now.

Hopeful Mother said...

I'm so sorry, Jenny. My thoughts are with you and your hubbie.

Just another Jenny said...

Oh shit, I was looking for a new title and then thought "wait, maybe she just updated this one". I am so so so sorry. I wish that damn hpt had been wrong. I hope that Harry is there to hold you. My thoughts are with you right now {{{hugs}}}.

S said...

Oh damn-I am so sorry. Please know I'm sending you hugs and thinking of you...this just blows big monkey chunks.

N said...

Oh sweety! I am so sorry! I am sending a bit fat hug...make it gazillions hugs. I hope Harry delivers them IRL.

Take care of yourself!

/N

KristinC said...

I'm so sorry this has happened. I know how much you wanted this one to work. Hugs <3

Alli said...

Thinking of you, Jenny. I'm so sorry - and am still holding out hope. {{hugs}}

Kate said...

I am so so sorry.

Spanglish said...

I have no words to offer. You're in my thoughts. I know how sad you feel.

Sarah said...

Dear Jenny, I am so sorry for your BFN. It is so heartbreaking everytime somone in blogland gets one. We are all here for you! Take care.

Sheryl said...

Oh I'm so very sorry Jenny {{HUGS}}

Sunnie said...

Jenny, I didn't think I would react like this to someone else's bad news, but I am actually sitting here weeping :( For the possibilty of your family. I am so sorry.

amanda said...

I am so very sorry. Hell, sorry doesn't even begin cut it. You're in my thoughts.

KIMMER said...

I just recently found your blog and justed wanted to tell you how sorry I am. It just isn't fair...

sube said...

I am so very sorry.

Bea said...

I'm sorry. I hope you're going to be ok.

Bea

Meg said...

(((jenny)))

Courtney said...

((hugs)) I am so sorry

Angie said...

Oh I am so sorry. THIS SUCKS! My thoughts are with you.

Amy said...

I'm so sorry, hon :-(. It sucks so bad and it's SO unfair!!

Amy said...

I'm so sorry :-(. It sucks and it's SO unfair!

squarepeg said...

Ugh. I'm so sorry.

Mary Ellen and Steve said...

I am so so sorry Jenny. I know how awful this is. You are in my thoughts. Hugs

Barely Sane said...

Oh Jenny.... I am so so sorry.

(((Hugs)))

Sami said...

I'm sorry... this sucks and again I'm sorry...

seattlegal said...

I am so sorry, Jenny.

Maya said...

I am sorry. Big, teary eyed hug to you. Life can really suck sometimes due to the unfairness of it all.

Thalia said...

It's awful news jenny, I'm so sorry.