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Monday, June 12, 2006

BETA Day

I haven't slept since Thursday night.

I can't.

Friday night was Christmas. I was so excited for Saturday morning because I was sure when I POAS I would see a positive.

Well I didn't.

So now I can't sleep because I keep thinking of my three embryos....

So many of you have been so hopeful and encouraging... thank you...

I know the HPT is correct.

Went in for the b/w this morning. Broke down with the RE RN. She was very comforting. She didn't have much hope that HPT was wrong.

So now I am waiting . . .

2 more hours . . .

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UPDATE:
Not Pregnant

27 comments:

Serenity said...

Oh Jenny... I will hold out hope for you that the HPT was wrong... this has to be an abominally long wait.

Hugs and keeping the flickering flame of hope alive for you.

x said...

I wish I could be there to hold your hand.

Serenity said...

Along Jenny's lines; I wish I could be there to hug you right now. My heart is breaking for you right now.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry, Jenny. My thoughts are with you and your hubbie.

x said...

Oh shit, I was looking for a new title and then thought "wait, maybe she just updated this one". I am so so so sorry. I wish that damn hpt had been wrong. I hope that Harry is there to hold you. My thoughts are with you right now {{{hugs}}}.

S said...

Oh damn-I am so sorry. Please know I'm sending you hugs and thinking of you...this just blows big monkey chunks.

Alli and Frankie said...

Thinking of you, Jenny. I'm so sorry - and am still holding out hope. {{hugs}}

Kate said...

I am so so sorry.

Anonymous said...

I have no words to offer. You're in my thoughts. I know how sad you feel.

Anonymous said...

Dear Jenny, I am so sorry for your BFN. It is so heartbreaking everytime somone in blogland gets one. We are all here for you! Take care.

Sheryl said...

Oh I'm so very sorry Jenny {{HUGS}}

Family Ties said...

Jenny, I didn't think I would react like this to someone else's bad news, but I am actually sitting here weeping :( For the possibilty of your family. I am so sorry.

Anonymous said...

I am so very sorry. Hell, sorry doesn't even begin cut it. You're in my thoughts.

Anonymous said...

I just recently found your blog and justed wanted to tell you how sorry I am. It just isn't fair...

Bea said...

I'm sorry. I hope you're going to be ok.

Bea

Meg said...

(((jenny)))

Courtney said...

((hugs)) I am so sorry

Angie said...

Oh I am so sorry. THIS SUCKS! My thoughts are with you.

A said...

I'm so sorry, hon :-(. It sucks so bad and it's SO unfair!!

A said...

I'm so sorry :-(. It sucks and it's SO unfair!

squarepeg said...

Ugh. I'm so sorry.

Mary Ellen and Steve said...

I am so so sorry Jenny. I know how awful this is. You are in my thoughts. Hugs

Barely Sane said...

Oh Jenny.... I am so so sorry.

(((Hugs)))

Sami said...

I'm sorry... this sucks and again I'm sorry...

seattlegal said...

I am so sorry, Jenny.

Maya said...

I am sorry. Big, teary eyed hug to you. Life can really suck sometimes due to the unfairness of it all.

Thalia said...

It's awful news jenny, I'm so sorry.